♥ Poem ♥
Onto the sea
I sailed my boat
And prayed that it
Would stay afloat
From dawn till dusk
From dusk till dawn
In search of love
I drifted on
What happened then
I don't recall
I think it was
A sudden squall
For when I awoke
I thought I died
At the sight of an angel
At my side
But lucky for me
That was not true
For I found love
And love was you.
- Britney Brundage -
♪ Robot Day
Friday, June 20, 2008
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8:22 PM
Man!! What an awesome day!!
Haha.. Just came back from church! Had an awesome CG meeting today!!
I just feel there is a breakthrough in me today!! I've learnt how to be an others-person!! How cool is that!! Being able to care for others before caring for myself!! I feel so high right now!! And I just felt like there was a need to say this short prayer...
God.. I pray that you will mend Grace's left arm.. So that in weeks to come, Peiwei, Lala and Grace can all play basketball together with the brightest smiles on earth.. And we shall rejoice in the mighty name of Jesus with tears of joy shall falling from our eyes.. As I begin to envision her arm being healed by your supernatural strength, the smile upon her face as she waits upon her operation.. I pray that you will take away all the mental, physical and spiritual pain that she had suffered and heal her.. Thank you lord.. In the name of Jesus.. Amen.
Yeap.. I've been repeating this in my mind ever since cg meeting so to make sure I don't forget it! Haha.. After CG meeting, we had a short pinic at the alfresco! Haha.. It was very fun to just hang out with friends!!
Homed with Kelvin, Janise and OCK.. It was a fun 30 minutes we shared in the MRT.. I'm sure they would agree with me...
Before i end this post.. I hope that Peiwei and Lala would feel better and I have faith that Grace, Peiwei and Lala's junior, will have a speedy recovery!! Although I do not know you, Grace. I just feel like caring for you as if we were friends! I hope to see you in basketball training soon!
Thank you God for this wonderful breakthrough in my life! If this happened before my walk with you lord, I think I wouldn't even care.. But now.. Thanks to your awesomeness.. I becomed someone better :D
Saturday, June 14, 2008
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8:39 PM
HEY GUYS!! Long time no talk! Hahah quite busy nowadays...
Highlights of the week!
1) MY BRITHDAY ( I'll talk more about it later)
2) PDS COURSE CANCELLED
3) B AND C ZONE STAYOVER!
4) AWESOME PRAYER RELAY
5) WEI LE'S BIRTHDAY!
6) NIGEL TAN WEE YAO'S HOUSE ( SINCE HE LIKES HIS NAME SO MUCH )
7) SCHOOL SEMINAR!
Okay! First point.. MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!! Darn I'm growing old... Haha... Celebrated my Birthday at church! Plus it was Pastor Joakim's service!! Oh my God!! HAHA! It was international donut day and international Ba Zhang day! Like wow so many things happened on my birthday!!
Haha.. The whole CG prepared an awesome-ly BIG present for me! I'm so touched! Turns out to be A VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY BIG PRESENT filled with newspaper! HAHA! But i still love them very much and i appreciate the time and money they spent on the present as well as the newspapers! JianMing,Ivan and Charleston got a jeans for me too! Ahaha! Cool Stuff~~
Fast forward to third point! Which falls on Wednesday and Thursday! Its the Zone B and C Stayover!! WOOOOOOO! Ahaha had heaven loads of fun there.. The Prayer Relay we had... The time spent at Sentosa early in the morning.. The concidentally meeting with shu feng at vivo while coming back... Wow.. That day morning, I was like having a feeling that I'll meet her later.. Ended up I DID! Wow isn't that amazing? Haha.. Then second niight was cool too!
Then it was Wei Le's birthday!! Happy birthday!! Haha.. Went to school in the morning for some ncc briefing on the camp next monday... Left early.. Met up with John, Peiwei, Lala, Xinchi and WenQi.. Went to Wei le's house to surprise her!! Ahaha! Cool Stuff! After that I went to NIGEL TAN WEE YAO's house. :D Slept in the bus.. Ock left early then never wake me up! So when I woke I was at the bus terminal.. The Bus parked in the parking lot area le! Then I ran downstairs.. Luckily the uncle about to lock then see me so never.. Phew.. Headed to Nigel's house afterwards.. Had heaven loads of fun there!
Yeap that's all I supposed for my week.. LOOKING FORWARD TO SCHOOL SEMINAR WITH PASTOR JOAKIM!!! WOOO
Finally.. I found something to live for... Life without jesus is like a donut.. like a donut.. with a hole in the middle of my heart!
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
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1:48 AM
WOH!! Haha! As expected... I cannot sleep as in like 5 hours time its my malacca trip le!! Oh My God! Haha! I'm using my sister new Mac Book to blog now... It has so many cool function lor!! Examples like Spaces, iPhoto, iMovie, iTunes, iCal, iChat, Safari(their internet explorer), Time machine and a Dash board!!! Cool stuff right!! But bad thing is MAC HAS TOTALLY NO GAMES EXCEPT THOSE LAMO GAMES OF THE INTERNET.. Examples.. Runescape which I am currently playing now >.<, Neopets which i am also playing now... And none other than VIWAWA!!! which I am playing now too.. Haha.. Wah siao.. Packing for the trip was not a easy task man.. I realised the bus trip will be soooo long and I don't have the entertainment... So what I did was.. Ransacked my whole house for a...
1)Walkman.. Yes.. Those super old portable CD player...
2)Ear phones to plug into that damn thing..
3)BATTERIES TO POWER THAT DAMN THING
4)Find Blank CDs (ended up with 1 only)
5)BURN SONGS THEN I REALISED 1 CD ONLY CAN PUT 19 SONGS
6)Go find another blank CD...
7)Continued to burn...
Finally Part 1 is done.. Now Part 2...
1)Find gameboy advance... ( This is what you get for not having a PSP/Nitendo DS)
2)Find batteries again...
3)Find extra batteries..
4)Then I realised Gameboy need catridges...
5)Ended up with Gameboy(Non-Coloured) games..
Laugh out loud!!! I spent more time finding these than to find my other stuffs!! Okay since I'm already planning to sleep on the bus... I'm gonna share what I did today!! Woke up around 10 a.m in the morning.. Bathed and did everything before heading downstairs to play Wolf-Team... After like 30 minutes... I left the house to meet Jian Ming at Ikea for my first follow up session!! Reached Ikea by taking 147 from Dover!! I underestimated the Bus system once again.. I thought it would at least take me 45 minutes to reach ikea.. I ended up reaching at 25 minute... So went to meet up with jian ming and waited for his session with peiwei and lala to finish... I was sitting beside them for half of the follow-up so I also got learn abit from their follow up!! I think follow ups are so cool la... So once they finished.. Everyone was feeling hungry so we went to buy food.. By then OCK was already reaching Ikea to start follow up with me.. Once we finished our food... Ock then decided to buy his food.. So we all had to wait for him to finish before starting follow up.. Then hor.. He and Lala keep fighting who eat more healthier.. Then he himself cannot differentiate egg from cream... Wah Piang.. Then when we finally want to start follow up... We realised we all had to rush away.. Jian Ming needed to rush to Kallang to play soccer with the staff and pastor.. Peiwei, Lala, Wei Le needed to meet xinchi to play bball.. And I needed to rush to Bukit Timah to play Pool with Justin, Siong Tuan and NIGEL TAN WEE YAO.. Wow his full name is so LOL-like.. Well OCK tagged along with me cause I "thought" we were going to play pool.. Who knew ,other than the 3 people who are already there, that when me and ock reached the lan.. They were actually playing LAN.. Then they said they were sick of pool.. Haha.. So nevermind.. I went to book a computer opposite them with some "ah lians" sitting a few seats away from me, playing auditionSEA. So I sat down and we played Counter-Strike.. Leaving OCK sitting there like a dummy.. Sorry about that.. Then cause we reached the point super high liao.. Then we all screaming at the LAN.. The "Ah Lians" super pissed off with us.. Then she screamed.. "*** *** ** Lim Bu playing audition you shout shout shout.. Go home la #$%#!#&@^%$&@(&@#*@&$@&^%$&@^%" Then we give them chance.. We all kept quiet.. Then when those people left.. I couldn't stop laughing.. What a joke... So later Justin and Siong Tuan needed to go.. Me and NIGEL TAN WEE YAO went to mac to eat.. We sat down and started to remembering the past.. Wah cannot stop laughing.. Incidents like "The Magic Act of Niger Ang in Secondary 1", " Radiance and AOE rupture", " 6 Man 1 Cockroach", "Jeffrey giggling like a retard", "Zhao Sia Boy ( Which is NIGEL TAN WEE YAO after he ate too much honey chicken during chalet last year..." and last but not least, "The crowning of the 'NO LIFE KING'!" 3 cheers to our pasts!! Then we seperated at 5.30.. I was meeting Jian Ming at Tampiness MRT station to watch movie with him.. Wah piang.. The whole journey took like 1 hour and 10 minutes? Can die of boredom one la... Then we watched INDIANA JONES AND THE KINGDOM OF SKULLS!! WAH!! Super exciting and funny! Well. Kind of expected it as it was directed by steven speilberg? Haha after that, We seperated and only I take the Boon Lay train out of 6 people... So.. It was another 45 minutes trip with nothing to do.. I had to play mahjong in my handphone to kill time.. Wah but who knew.. I owned the AI in mahjong la.. I every game win with like 5 tai or something.. Laugh out loud! Soon i reached Dover then I ran home.. NON STOP! Wow and I didn't even perspire... So I reached home at like 10.50.. Then I prepared my stuff for the trip lor... Yeap.. Fast-Foward.... Okay.. Now I'm lying on my bed on the third floor using wireless from the first floor... THE SIGNAL STILL UBER STRONG LA!! SO COOL RIGHT! Now that i fixed my connection thing.. Singtel ain't that bad.. Only except the fact I cannot portforward.. So I cannot host a dota game.. SAD-DED! Well.. It's like 2.30 now and I'm still alive and kicking la.. In like 3 and a half hour I need to wake up liao.. Haha.. I think I better go sleep now!!
SONG LINE OF THE DAY: BLUE SKIES AND LONG HOT SUMMER DAYS, WHITE SANDS AND SURFING AT THE BAY, GREEN MOUNTAIN TOPS THAT WE CAN PLAY GOD MADE FOR US IN 7 DAYS!!
alliwantedwasfriends,
nowalliwantisyou,god
Monday, June 2, 2008
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2:27 PM
Sunday, June 1, 2008
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6:27 PM
Hai... What a boring sunday... Being home is boring while everyone else is at church!! UNFAIR!!
"Why did I not go church?" You may ask.. It is because... I woke up at 12.40 when the others already gathered... So then I quickly rushed to bathe and do everything.. Then i received a call that team ctss already on the move, yea and then I packed my stuffs and headed for the door.. Then guess what.. My father stopped me the moment I wore my shoes... Tough luck huh? So in the end I was stuck home starving to death.. The only source of food is vegetable bao.. GOD HELP ME!!!! I think I ate like 15 of them? GOD HELP ME!!! Ahaha.. My cousin was fixing computers whole day.. Haha.. My other cousin brought 1 computer, my dad brought 1 computer and my internet connection was fixed by him in a short span of time like 3 hours? What a professional!! MiO seriously in my opinion.. SUCKS!!! Once there is a call in.. And someone picks it up.. IT DISCONNECTS!!! GAH!! But now its okay thanks to my awesome cousin!! Next Sunday is my birthday already!! I'm turning 15 soon! Haha.. But somehow I'm not celebrating it at home as usual.. But instead i'm celebrating it with church peeps!! Somehow I feel that alot of people might forget it.. And alot of people might give me donuts as that day is INTERNATIONAL DONUT DAY!!! COOL STUFF!! To conclue.. MiO is bad.. My day is boring.. I want go pastor tan's service, vegetable bao is "awesome"! Yeap that's about it... Off to play games.. Hope no more disconnections
Song line of the day: WE CHOOSE THE WORLD WE LIVE IN, WE MAKE OUR WAY!!
god..am i that that detestable?why does so many people hate me?why do i always spoil other people's day?should i be a loner? should i never confide?should i bottle up my feeling?am i really a loser? So many questions in my mind..
oh well.. No matter how bad a day is.. No matter how low i feel.. No matter how sad and frustrated i am.. I WILL END THE DAY WITH A SMILE